December 2010
38 posts
Oh, you
There are times when I really wish I could punch you in the face (:
2011
So, I’ve been putting this off. I rarely stick to my resolutions anyways but at least I’m making an effort this year.
Work harder in school
Help my mom more around the house
Find a damn job
See All Time Low in concert and meet Alex (:
Become a better swimmer
Talk less, listen more
Meet MOD SUN!
Become better friends with the right people
Learn to play keyboard/piano
Read...
Dear Packages
You contain my new clothes and I would greatly appreciate it if you would arrive soon. I’m dying to wear them and it would be amazing if you got here before school started again so I could wear something nice the first day back. So, please hurry. Otherwise I don’t know what I’ll wear.
Love, Autumn
P.S. You should just bring these shoes with you
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Weird
I don’t like the fact that when I’m in school I want to be on break and when I’m on break I want to be in school just so I have something to do. I always feel utterly lazy when I’m not being productive in some way. It’s alright though. We’ll be back in school soon and I’ll be hating it. At least that way I won’t be sitting around doing nothing all...
Concert
My first concert was amazing. I saw Kevin from Stereo Skyline, Shane from Valencia, and We The Kings.
Anyways, we got up and had breakfast and got ready and we went out to the car and wrote “Stephen or Bust” on it. That was fun (:
We got to the venue at about two and the tickets said the doors wouldn’t open until six so we decided to get lunch ‘cause there weren’t...
Eclipse
It was pretty cool. I’m tired from staying up all night to see it but it was definitely worth it. I just wish I had taken pictures
Orlando!
I’m really excited to leave for Orlando Wednesday. I’m going to Disney with Emilia and then Thursday I’m going to my first concert. We The Kings’ hometown show! I’m really cussing happy right now. It’s gonna be great!
I can’t wait to see Travis Clark (:
Sellout
I honestly can’t stand that so many people seem to be content with completely letting go of their individuality just so they can be like everyone else and make friends. It’s ridiculous, honestly. I was thinking about this the other day. I was talking with Alex about plastic surgery and how all these girls seem to want to be the same thing. It makes me sad. I love everyone’s...
Day 14
Your life story in three words.
I’m just gonna take this to mean how has my life been ’cause my life story would be “ridiculously boring/uneventful”
So, here we go.
Pretty cussing fantastic (:
Just because it hasn’t been super eventful doesn’t mean I haven’t met some amazing people along the way who I hope will be in my life long after I get out of...
“I’ve been dying for this moment, now I’m trying hard to make it...”
Day 13
If you ever ended up in jail, what crime would you have most likely committed?
If I ever seriously ended up in jail I probably would’ve gone crazy because of IB and gone psycho serial killer on some unsuspecting town in the middle of nowhere. Yup.
Change
Everyone does. It’s just something in life that we have to deal with. Knowing that doesn’t make it suck any less when I see that my friendship with someone is going to end soon because we’re just way too different. It’s not gonna end with a fight or anything like that. I think it’s just going to sort of fade. I want to care but it seems like if I do too much...
Day 12
Choose a song that sums up the year you’ve been having so far.
Last Chance To Lose Your Keys or Seventy Times 7 by Brand New, maybe. And I’d like to thank Haley for telling me about both of these songs. I really like them. Thank you (:
This is as close as it gets. It’s really hard to choose just one song that sums it all up ‘cause so many different things have happened....
Day 11
You’re locked in a big closet with 3 people, who are they, how did you get locked in the closet, and what are you doing?
Well, I’d probably be locked in the closet with Blake, Madi, and Emily. My guess is Emily would’ve locked us in the closet for the laughs and we’re all sitting around acting like idiots together and not bothering to try and get out of the closet ‘cause...
Day 10
How do you react if the person next to you is crying?
Well it depends. If I know them I’d ask them what’s wrong I guess but if it’s a random stranger I’d probably just ignore it. Does that make me a bad person? Maybe. It’s just weird for me to talk to people I don’t know. Especially when they’re all emotional. ‘Cause I don’t like crying or...
I Wish
I had enough money to buy all the clothes and shoes and accessories that I want… I see so many amazing clothes. But I can’t get them. And that bothers me.
Love, Not Hate
People, why is it so many of us seem to have something against our fellow human. I support same-sex marriages. Everyone deserves a chance to be happy and everyone is supposed to be treated equally so I don’t understand why some people still seem to hate gay people. It makes no sense to me. Homosexuality has been around for so long and yet people of this day and age have trouble accepting it....
Day 9
How do you feel about yourself?
This question would honestly take me forever to answer just because I have so many opinions and thoughts on my personality and all that other stuff that makes up myself. Anyway, I just realized lately that I’m truly happy to be me. I’m more confident than I have been in a very long time and that makes me feel great. I’m happy with my life, too. I...
Day 8
Since Tumblr didn’t wanna work, I’ll do Day 8 today also.
If you could have anyone next to you right now, who would it be and why?
Well, if it can be someone I don’t know, I’d pick Pat Brown. That man is amazing. Or maybe Mod Sun. I mean, I wanna marry Pat Brown but Mod Sun would be my best friend if that scenario ever actually happened so I would love to have him here....
Day 7
Tumblr has been disliking me recently….
What was on your last shopping list?
Groceries like bananas and strawberries and dog and cat food and popcorn and such. Lots and lots of ands….
Day 6
Write a letter to the person you’re closest to.
Hey lady,
How’re you? I feel like everytime I talk to you, all I talk about is myself. Next time I see you, we’re talking about you. You’re one of the nicest people I’ve ever met and I know I can always count on you. Honestly. You’ve helped me realize it doesn’t matter how many friends you have, all that matters...
Day 5
Write a letter to someone you’ve never met.
Hey you,
I’m writing you this because Tumblr told me to. I don’t know you so this is kinda weird. Anyways, I’m not sure what I should put. I don’t wanna talk about myself tonight. I’d rather you just write back and tell me about yourself. Because everyone who sees this knows me and I don’t wanna annoy them with the...
Scared
I’m scared that I don’t care anymore. The reason I tell people the things that bother me is because I want to have a better relationship with them. That’s not the case anymore. Stuff that they do still bothers me, but I don’t see any point in saying something. And that scares me. If I care, shouldn’t I want to tell them and fix it so we can have a healthier...
Day 4
Words you live by. Why do you like them?
Well I have a lot of words I live by. If I were to put them all here, I might as well write a novel. I really just mesh together all the things I hear from people and live by that. For instance, I think it’s pointless to argue. People are going to do what they want to do no matter what you say. If you tell them not to, they’ll just want to do...
Day 3
Is the truth always good to hear? Why or why not?
The truth is necessary but I think everyone would be happier if they were just lied to and always told what they wanted to hear. The truth can tear people apart but it’s for the better. It would suck to go through your whole life and then realize that one of your closest friends lied to you. I think people lie so they can make people feel...
Dear you,
I know you won’t read this, but here I go anyways. I’m sorry the way I act bothers you but this is who I am. I’m not changing that, no matter what. I refuse to be anyone else to make someone happy. If you can’t accept that, then I guess we can’t be friends and we’ll both just go on with our lives. I really do want us to be friends, though. I’m sorry that I...
Day 2
2. List ten people who you would die for.
Well. Yeah. Good question. I don’t think I would wanna die for anyone. I’m ridiculously afraid of death. I care a lot about some people though. Like my mom and dad and my brother, even though he annoys me to no end. Emily and Madi and Kait and Sarah. The best friends anyone could ask for. Ummmm…. Three more. Goodness. Alex and Austin and...